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Together Forever (III)

He ushered me in with a broad smile when I got there.
That was strange, because he hardly ever smiled.
I looked around his place as I entered, like it was my first time there.
I was half expecting his wife-to-be to show up, but there was no sign of another soul.
His apartment was unusually quiet; he normally had loud music on whether he was home or not.
Could the silence be a foreshadowing of the eternal silence that was yet to come?
I quickly brushed that thought aside, took a deep breath and made myself comfortable at his mini bar.
He sat next to me, struggling to maintain that smile on his face.
I looked at him, stared actually and noticed his hands were a bit shaky.
He looked quite nervous.
Whoa?! I was surprised.
He had never been one to lose composure, even in the heat of any moment.
Was my silence making him uncomfortable?
Or was it the fact that he had to explain himself to me in person?
Whatever that was, it was making me very pleased.
It was filling me with some power I never knew existed.
I was sitting there staring at him, lost in his beautiful eyes and feeding off his nervousness.
I could never oppose my King, but now his uncertainty and nervousness was my high and it made me feel like I could say whatever I wanted to him.
I had never experienced anything like that and I was loving it.
I bet that was how serial killers felt when they looked their victims in the eye right before they killed them.
They saw all the fear & distress and it empowered them.
I was still very quiet, I’m sure I looked a bit weird (a bit?) just sitting there in silence and staring but I wasn’t bothered about what might have been going through his head.
I relaxed in my seat and smiled.
Slowly, the power was infiltrating my system.
I knew he was expecting me to say something but I was concentrating on the feeling which was now getting to my head.
He sighed impatiently, tapping his fingers on his seat.
And that was the moment I knew I was going to do it.
I broke the silence, requesting for wine.
His demeanour changed within a split second after I spoke.
The cool, calm, collected god was back.
I shook my head and laughed a little inside as he hurried to get us a bottle from his wine cellar.
I felt pangs of pain as I watched him choose.
He had dumped me without a word, yet here I sat about to share a bottle with him.
He was going to marry another woman the next day, yet I was there to pleasure him one last time.
I let out a little sob, those thoughts hurt so bad.
He came over to me with his finest pick… “Open it while I change.”
It was time.
I had played this scene in my mind a million times.
I smiled as I reached for my purse and took out the little package Tiger had given me.
I poured a quarter of the contents of the 500ml plastic bottle in both glasses and emptied the rest into the wine bottle.
I served the wine and waited for him.
Tiger had warned me to use just half because of the consequences if I overdosed, but what did I care?
The man I loved was going to marry another woman.
The man I loved thought he was going to marry another woman huh?
I snickered and took a sip.
I was smiling to myself when he reappeared.
Fresh out of the shower, he was wearing only his boxers, showing off his gorgeous brown skin.
How could he think of giving all this to someone else?
He sat next to me, picked up the glass and we clinked glasses.
“To us babe, I’m never going to leave you.”
Right. You’re never going to leave me. We’re going to be together, forever.
The night turned out better than I anticipated.
We had an actual conversation, glass after glass after glass.
We drank, we talked, we laughed and we danced.
I had so much fun.
We were both a bit buzzed when he finally touched me… it felt like magic.
We did things we didn’t do on the regular, reached heights we had never reached before.
We couldn’t get enough of each other.
I was a perfect match for his strength and speed, no one could tell me this wasn’t a match made in heaven.
We went at each other throughout the night till we were both exhausted and spent.
With my head on his chest as usual, we fell into a long, deep sleep, from which we would never wake.



I'm a young wife, an encourager and a writer at heart, walking in my purpose and following God's lead. I’ve got a heart as big as my hips and I love reaching out to people who are hurting or suffering in silence. I know everyone goes through something at some point in life and through my writing, I want to make such people know that no matter who they are or what they go through, they can count on me to be there for them. Follow my journey as I share my life experiences in the hope of making you go a little harder at whatever you do. 💞always. Mrs A the encourager.

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